The last few days I have been overthinking about this opportunity I want. I know I have all the credentials and the good feeling seemed mutual. I was open and honest. I did all I can do.
It's just when you want something really bad, you sometimes can't help but to think about it. I guess thinking about it takes the sting away from your reality. I know it's not about what I want though. If it's not in God's plan for me, I don't want it.
Just gonna remain calm. Stay faithful and believing Psalm 37:4. Gonna stop phone watching and self doubting. Peace.